Love You Like I Always Do

My world is Black & White, until I'd found your love.

The days without FB is just normal. No affect to me though. Adverse, it's benefited me. :) I have no more feelings towards Facebook. I wouldn't have the thought to on fb via mobile web whenever i am. When i was still playing Fb, i would never stop looking at Fb's updates and check out my notifications all the time. When the phone is around me, then i will have the impulse to surf the fb website. But, it's not anymore now. I can concentrate on my studies without the luring of my phone. Say YAY to me! (Y) :D

Nevertheless, i still can't endure the 'seducing' of Twitter. :( I was studying in my living room this afternoon, and my laptop is just placed right beside me. Arghh, do i have to delete my Twitter account as well too? Wtf NO WAY! I shall stuck myself in my room quietly and study, but not beside my laptop! This experiment has tested by me, it will never works. Duhhhh! Obviously lahhh. Dumbass -.- Or should i go to the library to study for a better effect? Will i be more gungho and semangat to study? O_O

Introduce you guys a nice song. Like I Always Do by Drew Ryan Scott. This is one of the song between me and him. Today i keep repeating listen it non-stop. Memories still couldn't get off from my heart and mind.

There is some lyrics in the song that i love it, and it do really mean my heartfelt feelings to you.

"You are my desire, my heart is on fire for you."

"I don't wanna end up in your rearview, wanna be someone you can turn to."

"Baby I never wanna lose you, there's nothing I won't do."

"I'll watch you like a movie, I'll sing you like a song, read you like a story."

"You are so amazing, you stepped in and saved my life."

"My time is yours forever, my world is all yours."

"It's true it's true, that I'll love you like I always do."

"I know we are having toilsome moments for now. Cold-shouldering doesn't feels good at all. We will get over these one day. Although the journey is tough to walk through, but your love would guide me and strengthen my timid heart. You dedicated this song to me before, and now it's my turn to dedicate back to you to show my yearning towards you, my love. (L)"

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MIA in facebook

This picture, was my Facebook's profile picture. Yes, it's consider as a WAS. I had deactivated my Facebook account this afternoon. Yet, it's just for temporarily. I'll be back in someday, but when? Depends on how much do i miss fb.

I know you guys want to know what's the reason for sure. And i'm sure everybody is feeling curious about this. I declared bout this in my Twitter, then a bunch of tweets replied to me and asked why. Besides, my cousin even gave me a call intentionally and asked why too. LOL is that so surprising that I've deleted my FB account? Or in the eyes of you all, i am a FB maniac? Hahaha! I can tell you now, i'm not. :)

Well, there are 3 main reasons for why did i want to deactivated my account.

• Studies (SPM is right on the next month)
  
• The super LAGNESS of Facebook (I'm seriously hate this until it gets on my nerves)
• Bored of Facebook

Minor reasons, i don't have to mention it. So, try to get used to the disappearance of me in FB in this while! And pleaseeee, I did not blocked or removed any single friend in my friend list from my account okay! Please don't misunderstand me, i'm innocent. :(

Since i have no more playing FB and isolated from the busybody world, anything please contact me through my MSN, Twitter or email me. Yes, i'm still can't get off from tweeting and hopefully, i'll try my best to update my blog often kay. :) Don't miss me, or else i'll miss you too. ♥

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER! If you want. ;)

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Screw 201010

Today is 20th Oct 2010, combined all the numbers together is mean 20102010. Though the date is nice, but it is a bad day for me. Something unfortunate happened to me in my school today. And it seriously pissed me off. No, i shouldn't get mad of it. Because it was my fault. Fine, skipped that stupid crap. Then it came again the another problem and the another one. It was like all the problems popped out once together and it's like a big rock crushing on me. Why must life have to be so miserable? I'm seriously out of my idea when there's nobody for me in such helpless condition. F today, F my school, F my life.

Niameh, even the Facebook also wants to bully me in this such awful day. I wondered why is Facebook being so dumb nowadays, it always get laggggggg frequently and i believed that many peoples are facing the same situation with me too. It getting worst and made me sibeh pek chek and don't feel wanna FB anymore. And that is why i always prefer Twitter and blogging. No more calling F for Facebook, called it Fuckbook.

Even a small matter of thing also makes me fed up, my phone's charger. I don't know what happened to my charger lah. Maybe it's the wire has problem then the electric can't connects to my phone or something else. I have to spend about 1 min to get my phone charge well if i'm lucky enough. If it doesn't, i have to repeatedly plug in and out the charger to my phone for 3 mins or more. You say, pek chek or not? Sigh.

Apa lagi? School. More and more Form 5 students never attend to school recently, and my class only just about half of the students presence. Teacher never teach in class, exam paper already got all and discussed. What we normally do in class is just always the same thing, revise, then revise again. Frankly, i don't have any good relation with all my subject teachers. Wait, not only my class's subject teachers, but is the whole teachers in my school. I've realized it now since one of my friend mentioned this to me in school today. Well, my attitude doesn't seems good. I'm impolite, i do know that, and i bet most of the people in school knows that too. I left 2 more months to leave that effing school, i have nothing to care about my discipline anymore. Whatever. Fyi, i just went into the discipline room today. Haha never expect that this would be the last time i stepped into the room in my final year in my school.

Parents. Well, I believe everybody would face the same issue about this every time in your life, or perhaps everyday. Their mumblings and nags are always is advises and lessons. I understand. Yet, children need freedom at times too, isn't it? I was just went somewhere else for just a while without telling them, and they could make a big fuss over a minor issue. What's the big deal man? It gave me a feeling that i have to ask for permission bout every single action i want to do before i do it. Example, "Hey mom, may I go to the toilet please?" Geez, i'm 17, not 7 years old kid anymore daddy and mummy. But i totally understand this, which parents doesn't worries bout their own children huh? Okay it was my fault again.

Relationship? I don't know how to talk about this. A sudden disappeared could happened just like that. He came, he goes. What's wrong? Don't ask me. I don't know what guys' thinking. They're always like to keep their problems in their heart instead of telling and share with their girlfriends. Yet for girls, they prefer talk everything to their boyfriends and blah blah blah all the crap stories even though the boy doesn't wants to listen to her. As long as the girl expressed it out, then she's satisfied. Perhaps that's the difference of the Mars and the Venus.

Life life life. I did said that life is awesome. Uh huh, life is definitely great when everything goes smoothly for you. But when all the obstacles come over you, you will never ever say that anymore. And you will say, FML.

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Adorable creatures

HEY! How's my new image of my blog? I've been do this for more than 4 hours, facing to the laptop from morning till evening, just to manage every single thing in my blog included all the templates and gadgets. I was so weary of doing this stuffs, redo all the new links and my chatbox. Non-stop editing the colours, it's been so indecisive to do that. Argh, looking at the laptop screen and sit until my ass becomes FLAT. Finally, everything has turns into a new leaf. Credits to my friend, Pond, thanks to her helped me out in some difficulties that i can't manage to do in blog's stuffs. :) I shall change a little to make my blog more interesting, since my SPM is around the corner, thus i have no superfluous time to do that.

Fyi, i'm a dog lover. I love puppies and i wish i could own a pet since i was small. I remember when i was in childhood, i even imagine that i have a puppy that can play with me, sleep with me every day. I acted i led my puppy with the dog chain in my house. I talked to it but actually i was talking to myself. I know, that's sounds childish LOL. I WAS STILL A CHILD LAH! Do not laugh. Due to my parents doesn't really like to adopt a pet, moreover my dad is sensitive to dog's fur, so i am don't allowed to adopt a pet. :(

I found a fan page of a puppy in Facebook. I was thinking, WAH? A puppy owns a fan page too! That's so incredible! Haha. And for sure, i'm a big fan of it. The puppy's name called Boo. It is so so so so adorable and cuteeeeeeee until i could die every time i saw it's pictures and watch the videos. He has a cute name too! I used to call him Boo Boo. Haha.

This is it! OMG IT LOOKS SUPER DUPER FLUFFY AND ADORABLEEEEEE, ISN'T IT? :D

His owner must be proud of it. His fan page has 58,520 peoples like it so far. OMG!

Aww~ Looks lovely and amiable!

He loves wearing his shirt on. Look at his 'bleh' face! =P CUTE MAXXXX! (L)

The one with long furs is his buddy! I LOVE THAT TOO! Super cuteeeeeeee (Y)

Don't you think they are adorable? Omg, puppies is soooooo lovely! I wish i can have one too. :( Look more pictures in his page, and you may watch Boo's videos HERE too.

Well, i found some other puppies pictures that are adorable too! They're actually uploaded by one of my FB's friend, and i saved all of it because it is too cute till i couldn't control myself to press my right click on my mouse to choose 'save images'. Arghh :P

They are cute, but i don't think it's selling in the market in Malaysia. I guess it's only in US, if i'm not mistaken? Yet, it can be import to here if you want to buy it. (I think so)

End of my puppy stories. Haha! I LOVE BOO BOO. ;)

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Up-dead

UPDEAD UPDEAD !!!

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! How are you doing, my lovely readers? Miss my posts? X)

I am damn damn damn PEK CHEK of this freaking blog post. I've written half of this on the halfway, then i was plan to save it and continue write on the next day. But when i open back, IT'S ALL GONE?! WARRAFAK?! -___-" Therefore, i have to rewrite again. This is so so so UN-AWESOME.

Well, my trial has ended finally. One more month left to the SPM. Which means, i still left 1 more month to prepare for it. I shall study like a mad dog that stuck myself in the room and face to the books like there's no tomorrow wtf. Argh whatever. Trials has just ended. Give me some break please!

And here, i'm gonna blog all the events that i missed out to blog in this whole freaking month of September. Due to my dad had confiscated my laptop a month ago, that is why my blog is so freaking dead and i have to live in the com-less days. What a pity. I thought i'm not gonna see my laptop until my SPM ends, but you know what, miracles do exist in this world. I saw my laptop right on the table after i woke up in a morning hahaha. My pappie is awesome-ful!

On a week before my birthday, i went to Melacca(dad's hometown) with my family. It is because my parents get me an earlier birthday celebration with all my relatives together. So, we had a grand dinner with all my uncles, aunties and cousins. It's more like a reunion dinner instead of a birthday dinner lol. Btw, thanks to them for coming and the birthday angpaus from the elders! :D I was happy to celebrate my 17th birthday although that was just a simple ritual that organized by my parents for me.



On the way during the journey.



I brought this book along so that i can read it to kill my boredom in the car. But i end up read a few pages, then slept like a pig in the whole journey hahaha. This book "How To Make Anyone Fall In Love With You" is belongs to Jeremy. I borrowed from him since ages ago, yet until now i still can't get to finish reading it due to my laziness. :P



Visited my baby cousin, Chloe! She looks cute and sweeeeeet. :) I was teaching her to pose PEACE. Lol



Sis and me. It is so so so rare that i could camwhore with her. Do we look alike? Not really right.



My another baby cousin. I used to call her Qi Qi. Cute max! (L)



Bergather-gather with all my relatives. Look at it, I HAVE A BIG BIG FAMILY. I'm proud that i was born in a lively family, and i'm enjoy having the jolly time with them. ;)



Mee Goreng! Spicy and delicious! THUMBS UP!!! (Y)



A kind of kuih called "Choi Bao". Yummaaayyyy~



Delicious homecook dinner at my aunty's house on the next day. Homecook dishes is always the warmest and loveliest food ever. :)



Melacca's Wan Tan Mee. The noodles is different with the KL's one. Theirs are in white, but here is in black. I prefer the white one, it is way more delicioussss! Is this selling in KL too? I wanna eat. :(

Here comes my actual birthday on 17/9/10. Ken celebrated with me by giving me some unpredictable surprises. He brought me to a mysterious place without telling me where is it.



And here is it, I-City!!! I wished to go there again after the first time i went there with my cousins for just a while. Then he fulfilled my wish by bringing me go for the second time. However i realized that there's actually not really nice to see also? Kinda boring by walking around just to see those colourful lights. :/ Well, the place is more suitable for those family that bring their kids along together.



Me and the cute little penguin.



That was so tiring after loitered at the huge park of I-City and we were sweating like shit. My heels is killing my foots. -.-

After that, dinner at Windmill Restaurant @ Klang.



Ready your cutlery, and start the meal!!!



My Grilled Salmon. I eat till very 'jelak'. ==



Happy 17th Birthday to me! ;)



Make a wish, and a year older already.



We took a lot of shots together and hardly could take a nice shot of we both. He complained that his mohawk hair has gone! LOL.



Noob cute face of him.

FYI, my dad's birthday is on the same month with me too. We celebrated his birthday at NewBox @ USJ 19 for karaoke together with my family.



Tossing champagne and greet Happy Birthday to my daddy! Great night we had. :D



Last but not least, a birthday present gave by my sis. It's a perfume. Best gift ever, since i've no perfume for my own before. Haha thanks sista!


Time flies. It's October now. And it's getting half more month to the November again. Excuse my cacated kek-sui post, i can write it better if my blog post never gone. -.- Please do support my blog although it is half dying at times. Hahaha. ;)

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