Working

Currently working now at AliCafe @ Usj Central (opposite Giant) as a waitress. Come here for yam char! I definitely will serve you super nicely. :D Working is exhausting and boring. Everyday have to wake up early, just like going to school everyday. I'm a lazy bum, everybody knows that. I loveeee sleeping. But you want me to wake up early every morning? Grr hate it to the core! I have to work morning until night, but not like the school's time just until afternoon. Sigh i seriously wanna take a long sleep and have my sweet sweet dreams. My legs are tired every single night, my eyes felt sleepy every moment. Of course, money is not easy to earn. And because of my job, i miss alots of things. I missed "Gong sam gai" & "Fu guai mun" tv shows in Astro On Demand! I'd missed alot of episodes d. Definitely will chase back them if i have time. Sigh. :(

I miss my bed.

I miss my pillows and blanket.

I miss movies and popcorns.

I miss shopping.

I miss cheong k.

I miss tv shows.

I miss my friends.

I miss him.

:((((((

It's time to bed. Holiday should be sleep in the extreme late night like about 2-3am? But now, is just 10.30pm. Earlier than i sleep when in the schooling day. Wtf. Just a short quick post here. Long post? Wait till when i am super free first lo. Toodles~

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THIS

OR

THIS?

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Went to MidValley last Friday, for the 26th months anniversary. Not at all for that actually, just take it as a simply dating. Due to he has to attend his class in the morning, so I reached there first and i went for shopping while waiting him. Comment for the clothes! Both are from Nichii. :) MV's Nichii services are so damn bad. Not good as Pyramid. And their shop is apparently smaller than Pyramid's one. Pyramid Nichii is much much more bigger and have lots of choices, but MV don't. Boo. I didn't get back both of the clothes due to insufficient money. Aiks kesian

Wanted to watch 2012 for that day, but it was already fully sold out. Even the afternoon and night session also the same. This movie seems so popular until makes whole of the cinemas in Malaysia either is fully booked, or else have to get in to the long dragon queue. Wtf. So we turned to watch the Micheal Jackson-This Is It. Pretty nice and his dances and songs are cool! :)) Cyrus brought me some cookies and biscuits that made by himself for that day. The almond biscuits is the best. Aww gam dong neh. <3

TaDaa! Almond biscuits. My parents and my sis said it's nice too! ;)

Butter cookies. Crunchy and nice cookies smells. :)

And a handmade toy bear from him. It's made by using clay. Isn't it cute? Teehee. Thanks darl♥

♥♥♥

Guys don't like to shopping with girls. As what peoples always said. Yes it's true. I spotted a so damn CHUN black heels at Vincci and Nose. No money no talk, so just gave up on it. I'm mourning and desperate for money by now seriously. Sighs :( Headed to Big Apple for yummy donuts later. I've tried the new flavours, Sunspot and Apple ke Dapple. Aww it's so damn chios man. Nice looking and seducing. Undeniably they are all so pretty and sexy! :D To meet them, shall visit their website. Big Apple Donuts. :)

You see, how lovable are they. Aww :))

YUUMMMMMMM~

My mouth is always kissed by them when eating. WEEEE :P

Captured by HIM. Finish eating with my yummy donuts. ^^

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p/s:

-Will be start working tomorrow. God bless, finally i found a job. :)

-Jennifer's Body, 2012, Phobia 2, Twilight New Moon, Princess & the Frog, Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 are all in my list now. Wait for me, movians.

-Good Luck and All the Best to all of the SPM students. Gambateh ya.

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Happy 26th months Anniversary!

Although it is a not a complete and perfect 26th months, but we have been faced lots of different stages and difficulties, yet we still get through over it. Time is ticking and passes so fast. Recall back all the memories, everything just like happened on yesterday. In momentary, it's already 2 years and 2 months. It's tough to make it yet until today we are still in love to each other.

If you're upset, I'll make you happy with showing my silly face. If you're tired, I'll borrow you my shoulder for you to lie on. If you're depress, I'll prepare to be your listener and share your problems together. I'll always be there for you anyhow and anytime.

Because, I Love You.

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100th post

THE 100th POST

Exams finally over, and the holiday begin. ;D

Went to school this morning, just to get back all my blardy exam results. Some papers still didn't get back yet due to the laziness of teachers. They are lazy of marking papers and couldn't give back to us now. Waste my energy and time to get my ass up early in the morning. Ish

Here is my results :

BM-63

BI-68

Maths-76

AddMaths-09

Science- 53

Economy-66

Moral-63

Account-unknown

Sejarah-unknown

Sivik-72

Didn't score Ace in my English subject for this time, because i did mistake in my paper 1 essay with writing the wrong topic. :(( But what frighten me is my Maths subject. I get A? Gosh, couldn't believe because i always missed lots of the chapters and syllabus in my Maths. Well, God bless i guess so. :) AddMaths is the lowest, below ten. *evil laugh* ;P I know i know, my results are not good to see, and not that outstanding also. But i still post it here. Who cares? Boo

Skipped that topic. Last Sunday, my mom cooked a delicious brunch with the theme of POTATOES. Yeah my favourite! :D We skipped the church service that day due to my mom is kinda tired, so i have the chance of eating nice foods. Teehee :)

Vegetables and eggs

Curry chicken with potatoes.

Potato Salad with prawns.

After eating, still have the Potato Dessert.

Another is the noodles which i didn't take the picture of it. Really salute to my mother that always cook delicious and yummy meals for us. And apparently, because of this, my body size became like this, FAT! D: I'm a daughter of hers, but i still couldn't learn even half of her cooking skills! Lol perhaps i'm not talented in it. The pictures are so luring huh? Wanna try my mom homecook foods? Bah :P I seldom eat my mom's cook due to she's always away and busy for her tourists course at Nilai. So mostly i'm eating outsides foods. That's why, it is so seldom of seeing her cooking in the kitchen. Aiks

Alright time to off. God bless i can find some part-time jobs for my long term holidays. I need money for shopping kay. Can't wait to see with my wifey, ShinYi. Due to not attending to tuition anymore, only can meet her sometimes, miss her lots! And also Christina. :(( Long time never hang out together with the 2 sweet babes already. Hope can make it for the outing on next week!

That's all for my 100th post. Hah, just simply. ;)

-xoxo-

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Emo

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

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The feeling since a time ago, stayed bottom of my heart.

Never disappear, never fade away, but it just hiding.

The feelings come back again.

I thought it wouldn't, but it still.

Heart breaking, heartache.

Always exist deep in my heart.

My heart is crying and says, do you hear me?

No replies, nobody hears, nobody understand.

Only struggling by myself alone.

My world becomes black & white.

Emo songs are the best friend of mine, and also my antidote.

Cried in the silent night with the tears dropping.

Weeping quietly with all the memories whirling in my mind.

It's the time to get back again, which i don't wish to.

I'm still emo, although i'm in Love.

XXX

Miss the one who is at Melacca now. :(

♥ You are my one and only

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You can ignore to scroll down and read the things below in this post. Up to you.

XXX,

DON'T ACT LIKE VERY CARE ABOUT ME. BUT IT'S ACTUALLY NOT AT ALL. SHUT THE FUCK UP AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. I WILL HANDLE MY OWN BUSINESS MYSELF. DON'T NEED YOU TO BE WORRY. JUST FUCKING MIND YOUR SO CALLED PERSON THAT ALWAYS MENTIONED IN FRONT OF ME. I KNOW IT IS IMPORTANT TO YOU, BUT PLEASE. DON'T PRETEND TO BE KIND. I'M NOT BORN TO GET USED BY EVERYONES. I AM NOT THE ONE WHO IS GOOD TO TAKING ADVANTAGE ON ANYTIME!!! SUCK ALL THESE WORDS IN YOUR FUCKING BRAIN, ASSHOLE.

ANOTHER XXX,

MY GOODNESS. CAN YOU PLEASE BE MATURE A LITTLE BIT? YOU'RE NOT MEAN AT ALL. I REALLY DON'T HOPE TO SEEING YOU LIKE THAT HONESTLY. YOU HAD CHANGED ALOT AND DISSAPOINTED ME FOR MANY TIMES. WHY WOULD YOU BECOME LIKE THIS? I ALWAYS HOPE TO SEE YOU GOOD AND HOPE YOU CAN BE A REAL MATURE PERSON ONE DAY. I AM TIRED TO KEEP PRETENDING MYSELF IN FRONT OF YOU. I DON'T LIKE TO BE THE MIDDLE PERSON. PLEASE, BACK TO YOURSELF. YOU ARE NOT LIKE THAT ORIGINALLY, I KNOW. YOUR ACTUAL CHARACTER IS GOOD, BUT YOU JUST DON'T WISH TO PUT SOME EFFORT IN IT, AND YOU'RE EASY TO GET INFLUENCED. IF YOU DO YOUR BEST, I'M SURE YOU WILL SUCCESS IN ONE DAY. HOPE YOU COULD UNDERSTAND THIS AND THINK PROPERLY WITH USING YOUR IMMATURE BRAIN.

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I am really sorry for any vulgar words in this post. I just express my hard feeling with blogging here. I am totally out of my mind with seeing those peoples. Is this world really meant to be like this? This is the real life and this is the fact. Anyhow, no matter what, we still have to accept and face it. We could not ignore the God's words or plans. This is the one and only way we can do.

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Work

Finally it's comes to the Saturday again. 1 week passed, and my exams were passed too. Just left the last day on Monday which is my Maths 1, Sejarah 1 and Sivik subjects only. Then i can relax and there's my long holiday comes. ^^

Yesterday i was busy the whole freaking day. Morning went to school and took my Account exam. At least this time i did some of it, unlike the past me that was totally don't know about account at all. There're 4 compulsory questions and have to choose 1 question in other 4 questions. I just did the one-and-only-one question in the compulsory questions ONLY. Gawd. Then others just blank. Luckily paper 1 is objective questions, at least i have 25 over 100 percent i can get correct in the questions. Aiya at least won't get zero marks ma. Lol mou ngan tai :S

Afternoon ; my mom fetched me to the beauty centre to do facial that we had made appointment before the day. It's been so long i'd never go for a facial treatment, pimples is popping out on my ugly face already, that's why doing facial is always IMPORTANT for girls. Apply some mask at times is good too. I know, girls are meant to do everything for own self and just for a good looking. Hahah :D My mom just dropped me there then she went to busy her stuffs. She said she couldn't fetched me back after the facial, so she already asked the facial girl fetch me back home yesterday. But after i did the facial treatment, the girl has gone. The other girl called her, she said she don't know that today have to fetch me back and maybe she heard wrong from my mom. Fine, i called my mom but she didn't answer my phone calls. Fine again, i decided to walk home by myself because the centre is just nearby my house. When i'm on the halfway walking back, a malay fella with riding a motorcycle passed by on the opposite road. He keep on looking at me and feel like wanna act something. Fine lo, i don't care him and just continued walking back with a faster speed, in case he will follow me or what. When i'm going to walk in to the row of my house, i spotted he was coming!!! WTF?! Is he stalking at me??!!! Obviously duh! OhEmEffGee, i ran as fast as i could to my house which is the 3rd house end of the row. Run, run and runnnnn!!!! I'm getting nearer and nearer to my house. I heard a motor sound was coming right behind me. By that time, i was already getting to reached my house already. Pooof! Here he's appeared.

What's happened next?

He stared at me.

Passed by.

And said something.

I did not heard anything from him because my mind just want to enter my house safely! He didn't stop his motor then just drove away. I quickly get into my house, locked up all the doors and gates. Then i relieved and gasp hardly. Phew

*Why i feel like i am writting an essay that say about stalker one? Lol

First time getting stalked by someone. It is so horrible and awful. So girls ATTENTION please, never ever walk alone in a quiet street when you're alone!!! SCREW THE STALKERSS!!! MCB

Reached home safely at last. Then online. Just played for a while, about an hour later, my mom asked me whether wants to work for the catering or not again. Okay i promised and just changed my clothes and went out in a rush. This time function is at a gambling club at KL. They have an event for the monthly lucky draw. First time i saw JackPot! (Because they just exist mostly in Genting Casino but i can't enter). They just press the buttons for a few times only then can win lots of money d. And you know what, i saw many stacks and stacks of CASH!!! All are in 50 ringgit malaysia notes. The gamblers are all gambling in a big amount. All are in hundreds or thousands. They just gave the cash to the club girls and they taking the thick cashes then counting them notes by notes. I stared at the cash with opened my wide eyes and my heart was counting 1, 2, 3, 4, 5........ For God's sake, i'm wondering how much the club earn in one night. :O

After the event finished, cleaned up all the things then back home at 12am. Reached home at 1 something, took a fresh bath and slept at 2am. Tiring~~

"Curi tulang" when i'm working. :P

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Woke up in 1pm today. Stayed at home in the whole afternoon until now. I need job and transport!! :(( Who can intro me some freelance job? Please pm me in msn or contact me. Email: winniesin17@gmail.com. Thanks :)

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Exams

I'm back ;)

Long time never update my blog eh? Due to the blardying shyt exam, had drive me insane and frustrated. Exams was totally sucks. Today and tomorrow have no exams for me. Finally i can rest my mind down for not facing all the PAPERS.

The peoples who know me well, i guess you all were already knew i kena kantoi by my BM teacher when i'm cheating on my Sejarah exam. Wtf. She asked the monitor to shift our seats, while me, have to shift to beside of the teacher's table. And because of that, i have to squeeze out my brain juice hardly on every night and morning for study! Especially Moral. Gosh 7 bidangs for total 36 nilais with 36 definisi. How am i gonna memorize it all in a short 1 day? I had never memorize it all before honestly. As always, i just brought the nilai paper along when doing the exam everytime. Memorizing things are not my talent, and i hate it btw. But thanks God, i had forced myself to memorized it all in 3 hours at last. My goodness. It is such a freaking tough thing to do kay! You ingat easy kah? When doing Moral test, ok ok only lah, but some are not too good. You know lah, moral is not that easy as you thought. If you wrote a wrong word or made a little mistake, it's considered everything u did for that question is WRONG. Then that is the time you will getting on your nerves like hell.

Okay fine, study takpe. But when i was in my BM period, and i was doing my exam. The teacher (the one that kena caught by her) keep watching at me to ensure i'm not cheating again. Damn effing annoying. Spoiled my mood to do my exam. Deng

Skipped the moral topic. Come to the Add Maths topic now. I'm really salute to all the Add Maths pro that can do all the tough and difficult questions always. They have such a brilliant brain huh? Too bad, i don't. I just took my Add Maths exam yesterday. As always, i'll get a "failed" grade. Don't need to expect for Ace, i'm sure i will happy and thanks God if i just get a pass for it. Majority of my class students facing the same problem like me. The July test have no one pass this subject in my class if i'm not mistaken. You see lah, how hard is it. Next year SPM how? Cham. Lots of my classmates put up the white flag during the Add Maths exam yesterday. What i mean is they have no idea how to do. And they're surrender with lying their heads on the desk with many stars and question marks on top of them.

I did this with using the scientific calculator during the Add Maths exam. I'm willing to get bored of waiting the time passed instead of thinking how to solve the Add Maths questions. :S

Sorry for vulgar words. Lol

2 more exam days to go. Friday and next Monday. Account, Maths 1, Sejarah 1 and Sivik. Hope i can do well in my account test this time. After that, I AM FREEEEEEEE!!! Can't wait for it :D

Sigh, i'm in home alone again. The night without dinner again. Buns and bread are my common friends. Or perhaps maggie again? Eww, i'm bored of that friend already. I just met "him" yesterday night! Maggie maggie maggie.... My "best best best friend". Nevermind. I'm now going to watch my Astro On Demand dramas again! At least have this television shows friend accompany me every night. :)

Goodbye. Blog after exam? :/

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