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是你

第一眼我就认出来

这是命运最美的安排

是我

让你过长的等待

我们只要现在深爱

幸福就来

恨我来不及参于你的过去

抱歉让你等待

我愿意付出一切交换

我灵魂的另一半

这个世界唯一的你

是我拥有的奇迹

对我说的一字一句

都是我们的秘密

紧紧拥抱唯一的你

无可救药的坚定

就是世界与我为敌

我也愿意 我什么都愿意

The first day of 3 months.

My tears dropping again and again. I can't washed away you and our memories from my mind. Listening the song and i cried more badly. Tears are tiring my eyes. I slept in the late late midnight yesterday. And today, i bringing a "mata sepet" eyes to school. The toilet only have my moan and crying sound.. I feel desperate and frustrated. Teachers and friends asked me why.. but there's just sadness on my face. Sigh. No answer from me. No sound but just silent. My heart cut into pieces. And bleeding badly. I thought sleep is my healing medicine, is the best way for me. Sleep can makes me feel more better and time would past more faster.. But i'm wrong. You still exist in my dream, even take a nap i also dream about you. I tried not to cry, i tried not to be sad. But i just can't. T_________T

You said you love my everything.
You said you won't say the 2 words on the phone.
You said you won't leave me alone.
You said you won't dumped me.
You said you will fulfill our promises.
But you're not.
You love Winnie, but you don't love Winnie Sin.
You trying to say the words that i don't hope to hear one day.
You leave me in the dark and loneliness.
You dumped me away because you don't need me anymore.
You broke all the promises and broke my heart too.

Why? Why love can torture a person like that? I'm sick of it. Headache from the morning until now. I was like suffering in a dark and cold water. I can't breathe. Painness flowing through my bloody heart. My mind keep wondering.. How do a person stand up back after being dumped? How could they forget everything between them? How they passed through their emo life? I really wanna know the answers. Sigh~ You had removed Winnie from your life, but she'll love you still.. :(










[ DON'T CRY. DON'T THINK. BE STRONG. ]