Bye 2009, Hello 2010

2009 year is going to end, and there's the 2010 comes. I recalled back all the things happened that are still fresh in my mind in the whole 2009. What did i do in this whole year? Gained more an a year, the more experience i gained. And all the memories wouldn't forget from my mind which is my sweet sixteen year.

JANUARY

The school reopened. And i was in form four. Just got my PMR results in the end of last year, and got a not so bad results. So i had been sent to the second class in pure Science Stream. Yet, i have no idea and felt confused of either choosing the science stream or the art stream. Based on my results, i could choose to go whichever classes i want. That's the time i'm having conflict. Been so depressed and getting pressure at that moment. I'm a person that not really interested in Science, but science stream is seems benefit and have more advantages for me in my studies or work in the future. Nevertheless, art stream seems suits me better. It it more easier and flexible for me to study instead of study all the difficult syllabus in science stream. By that time, i started to hate to choose any one way between the two roads.

Confusing which way to go.

FEBRUARY

My school is not like other standard schools or popular schools. We have less facilities, less interesting clubs or societies, teachers' teaching ways, disciplines, plenty of bad students and the school's system are all not in my satisfaction honestly. Hence, i decided to shift to other school which is suggested by one of my USJ 12 friend. The discipline there is seriously strict, yet the students results are a lot better than my school one. It's counted a kinda famous secondary school in Subang. Due to it is a popular school, of course it is not easy for us to get in to study. My friend applied to shift to that school also, but at last got ignored by the Ministry of Education and shifted to USJ 13. And me, got ignored too. And shifted to USJ 8, which is out of my expectation to get in to that unfamiliar school. Well, this is the lame part. I went to the school for just a boring ONE day, then i get back to my old school again wtf. Reason is i not really satisfy with that school and it seems new and strange to me. I quited and applied back to my old damn school, and my last decision is enter to the art stream, Account class.

MARCH

Okay started to study all the new syllabus that is totally different with the past 3 years before PMR. It's kinda difficult and i'm totally have no idea what is all about. Then, this's the time i got a so called personal laptop. It's actually belongs to my dad, but i used it often than him. By that time i started to spent more time in online and not anymore in the com-less life d. End of March, had a serious argument with 2 of my best friends that were betrayed and hurt me deeply. It was a bad memories to recall back. That was the time i had realized nobody i could trust in this world that is full of deceits, neither is your best best friend in your life. My mood is totally down in that whole damn month.

APRIL

It was already a fucking hard thing to accept a broken friendship, but by that time, there's another argument happened between me and my boyfriend. Another serious tragedy that i have to faced at the same time. We talked and discuss bout the matters in our relationship, and he suggested to calm down together for 3 months. My relationship broken too. Emo everyday, i'd been sad and cried for quite a long term. I even cried in my school's class, and got attention by all my classmates and the teachers. I was walking alone in the dark black world by that time. Waited him again and again and hoped he could save our relationship back to normal.

MAY

Few weeks passed. And i set up my mind with solving the relationship problems. Being frustrated and depressed. Finally, we got the answer and decided to break up. That's the time my single life started. Soon after, i got closer with an old unfamiliar friend. He comforted me and cheered me up. In coincidence, that was his birthday in the end of May and the first time we met.

Separated.

JUNE

Well, half of the 2009 year passed. The time to get into the another half of it. Studies are getting tougher. Finished my mid-year exams and passed the 2 weeks school holidays. Started to have a little scandal of relationship between me and him. Skipping schools memories and watching movies. Then, i got a simply chun personal camera that is a free gift from buying the Plasma TV. Now i have laptop and camera. I got the two things that i dreamt for so long in just a year? My wishes were fulfilled. <3

Started to camwhore with using my new cam. :)

JULY

Okay my ex bf wanted me back. Being confused and don't know which road should i go again. He gave me few options that i could hardly choose. The conflicts shacked my heart. However, i refused him again and again. On this time, I and my friend that had a serious argument that i mentioned in March, we were get back as best friend together. I just put down the hatred and forgave for what she did. Don't know why. When the time i felt upset, then all the tragedies happened on me at the same time. But now, two tragedies changed to happy things happened together again. It was like the God took all my things away, and now gave me back. Sounds ridiculous. Perhaps God arranged all these and wanted to test me?

AUGUST

No more the dark knight. Kinda regret of did that actually. But i have no choice, i forced to let it go due to some personal problems. Then, enjoyed the one week school holiday staying at my friend's house. Shopping, doing masks, camwhoring, crazy in the late night, eating supper, gossiping, heart to heart talking, slept until the late noon, nail polishing etc. Although it just a normal day life things, but kinda had fun with it. End of the August, went to Ipoh for vacation at Gua Tempurung and the Hot Spring. You know i love doing adventurous things right. Had some fun yet kinda boring also.

We always did the crazy things.

Gua Tempurung.

Hot Spring.

SEPTEMBER

Here's my sweet sixteen birthday comes! Had a great and awesome birthday in this year. Lots of peoples celebrated with me and i received lots of birthday surprises! Got a surprise in school and playing the wet dough around, had a hyper singing karaoke with them, watched movie with my family, playing cake creams at tuition centre. Felt so happy and grateful to have my friends and family. And of course, i received lots of birthday presents too. Couldn't expect they prepared all that for me, because i thought i am just a normal human being for them all the while. Lol. Anyway, had an unforgettable birthday. End of September, i got back to my ex bf and together like last time. Back to attached life again. What a merry-go-round circling relationship.

Birthday dinner at Italiannies with him.

Birthday surprised from them at school. <3

Cheong K

They still celebrated with me even though my birthday was over! Another surprise at tuition centre. :D

OCTOBER

Enjoyed my Lantern Festival with my cousins. Did the same childish things which are playing the candles and lanterns with eating moon cakes together. On the other hand, i'm having my final exams that time. Kena kantoi by my BM teacher when i cheated on my Sejarah test paper. Stressful and getting to put lots of effort in my studies. Then, celebrated bf's birthday and i met back his parents again, which are disliked me in the past few months. But now, seems they were started to accept me back as their son's gf.

Tanglung Day.

His birthday.

NOVEMBER

The 2 months long school holidays started. And i was hardly finding a part-time job for having some income money. At last, i found it and worked as a waitress at AliCafe in Subang. Well, i gained lots of experience while working over there. It let me realized and see clearly how was the business world really is. Peoples gossiping, betraying, or trying to take advantage from others. I even saw some peoples are trying to be a toady, and was like a bootlicker keep doing the favors for their boss. All of all, i've been worked so hard for the job seriously. Feeling depressed and stressful at times. And even couldn't stand for the boredom working there. Just because i worked as a waitress before, and now i could finally understand how hard being a waitress is. Every time i went to a restaurant, then i'll notice how the servers work and understand their feelings with seeing through them. Well, salary is the best reward for me of course. After quited my job, then i joined a church camp at Cameron Highland. Learned quite lots of Christian stuffs from there, and knew lots of new friends too.

Suffered when working as a waitress.

Joined the church camp.

DECEMBER

The last month of the year. Had an awesome gathering dinner with all my primary friends at Sunway Pyramid. And the another gathering party was held at Yee Ing's house, just few days ago. What a great and wonderful primary friends reunion. I even met back the guy that i had a secretly crush on him for 3 years when i was in standard three. Lol wtf. I missed the moments in my primary school. Still being a small little cute kid, playing with all my friends together with no stress and worries. I hope i could keep all these sweet memories in my heart forever. Besides, i celebrated a very cool merry christmas too. Then, gonna say bye bye to 2009 year and say hello to 2010.

Merry Christmas ♥

Primary friends Reunion. :)

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That's all for everything that i had in this whole 2009 year. Anyway, i felt so grateful for what i had received in this year. I went through in ups and downs, my friendship and relationship broken but at last i got it back again. I have my personal camera and laptop. I had an awesome sweet sixteen birthday. I'm totally satisfied with it. I'm wondering what's gonna happened in 2010? Hmm. What's my resolution for next year? Well, I will put full effort and try my best for the SPM exam. I wish i could overcome my laziness and work harder in my studies. Besides, i'm gonna take my driving licence in next year. Hope i can pass the test and drive well. My friendship, relationship and with my family also can be better and i can make myself a better me also, be a more mature person. Of course must spend more time with God too, and spread the gospel to the others. Hope everything can goes smoothly next year. Be happy always and enjoy my seventeen years old life. And everyone around me can live happily also. :)

Let's countdown together and welcome the new 2010 year! HAPPY NEW YEAR to All of You~ :DDD

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