Yeah that's my current status. Don't ask me what's the reason, because it is all in the same common answer that everybody knows that. Got the second time of broke up, guess the reason was same with the broke up of the first time. Well, but there's a difference between this time and the first time. Finally i get to made the first move, and faced the tough situation by myself. I've never been so decisive in handling relationship matters seriously, yet i did it this time. Perhaps there was somehow pushes me to do that, that i knew i couldn't or shouldn't stand for it anymore.
Relationships between loving each other are tiring me. Anyhow it will turns back to you, if the thing is really meant to be yours. If it's not, then you're meant to lost it, but not keeping it for nothing.
I'm so being effing emo nowadays. I know time could recovers everything, and that is my so called antidote.
"I Love You. I'm serious." LAME -.-
Well, without the moisturize of loves, life still goes on. And my life will getting drier and drier lol. School days make me dead. The hot weather makes me dead. The harassing problems make me dead.
And i'm so dead. Putting my hands up and lie my head on it to act i am headache? Apparently yes. This is how i look in school everyday. Boring, tiring and dying.
Just have some updates here. This is where i went in Genting on few weeks ago. And i went there with parents and aunty just for fun. Every time does that, i know.
Starbucks Coffee with an indoor sky wheel in Genting.
And i had this, Java Chocolate Chips. Superrr awesome nice! While my dad get a cup of hot Cappuccino.
Sucks internet line over there due to too many connections used by lots of peoples. Kept dc-ing for hundred of times and made me get bored of it. See, chun or not my msn background? :)
Still felt bored while waiting my mom and aunty doing their big business in the casino. So me and my dad decided to have some games. Yeah, i had a pretty fun pool game with my daddy. I mean those offline website games exp. miniclips, y8.com and so and so. Do not see my dad is like a computer noobie, he did won me in the game! Lol i lost him with 1 point of difference only.
I'd went to a steamboat dinner gathering last week with some friends, and some friends' friends, or friends' friends' friends, err i don't know them actually. But well, kinda had some fun on that night. Playing cards and drinking beers and wine. Laughters and jokes around with those unfamiliar peoples. Honestly, i don't even know their names or get to know them in officially. =/
Imma wain lover, especially red wine. Treat me wine or else i will use the wine glass bottle and hit ur head! Lmao jk. I'm pro enough in drinking red wine instead of beer, believe?
It was already 1.30am in the morning. No, should say in the late midnight lol. We still hang around in the playground, chit chatting, lied on the ground and see the stars above the sky. That's a nice experience although we were lying on a dirty badminton court floor lol wtf
Although i'm alone, but i have friends, family and God. Life is awesome, do enjoy it when you're still alive on this earth. :)
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