Tired

30th day

I'm tired. Feeling depressed. Stressful.

Tired of my relationship. 1 month passed. How tough i walk through in this 1 month. And my heart keep hurting and hurting like hell. It makes me getting tired. I don't know how long i still can stand for it. Be single better? Just give it to God to arrange my life.

Tired of my school's life. Everyday i'm sleeping in the class. Not doing homeworks at all. My mind was thinking what for i go to school? What's the point of going to school? Just for chit-chatting with my friends and lepak all around the school? There's no point at all. Useless. I admit i'm lazy. And i might not be a good student like my sister and brother in science stream when they're form 4. I'm more even worst than them. Perhaps i still can save out from this laziness. What i can do is just study well and try my best to get a good results in my exam. Mid year exam start on the next Tuesday. No mood to study. But i still have to. I'm in form 4 now. Not standard 4 anymore. Next year i'm sitting for SPM. Be mature winnie. Think for your future.

Tired of basketball. Well, although this is my interest, but it's hard for a beginner. Like me. Even basic skills also tough for me. I knew that i'm a weak basketballer. Or maybe i'm a slow learner. Just can keep training to make myself better. Is it a good thing if your coach is your ex bf? Well, there's no different. Just treat him as your coach or a trainer, thats not a matter. When can i be a good basketballer?

Due to my exam coming, i'm not that often blogging at here d. Wish me good luck and pray for me. Thanks.

"Life is short. Do what you feel that is correct. Chase your dreams."