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The 5th day of 3 months

Today is Monday. The first day of a week. A boring day. Today i went to school and met En. Kunalan. The one who took my handphone. He still said the same like what other teachers said. "Ask your parents come to school if you want your phone back." Okayy fine.. So i have to wait 1 more day until tomorow then ask my dad to go school with me early in the morning. Aiks..

I miss him alot today. :(( No.. Should say i miss him that much everyday. Saw him online in msn yesterday night. I moved the mouse to his contact and clicked in his conversation. But i don't dare to type any single words nor press the enter. I sigh when i saw his pm. I sigh when i'm reading his blog. I sigh when i'm viewing his friendster profile. Then, i cried again.

My cousin said my situation now is like an actor in a drama show. Do you guys heard before 溏心风暴this show? I was like the actor named Alfred, acted by Raymond Lam. Because he also did the same to his gf. I mean.. The girl that he loves so much. He wrote everything in his diary just like me write in my blog. He waited the girl for 3 years but the girl still don't accept him back cause he betrayed his gf before. He knew he was wrong and wanted the girl back to him. At last, he's dead. Then the girl found out his diary, and she feel so regret. But the guy will not exist in the world anymore.

What a sad story. I cried when i was watching this show. When i will die? Nobody knows. Only God. But i still hope he will back to me one day.. T____T

[ YOURCOLDNESSISHURTINGME ]