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Sunday, December 5, 2010

Naive 天真


Ok as my title written, the theme for this post is the word of "Naive". Just wanted to share with you all bout a chinese song that i've heard recently. I got to know this song when i was watching a singing competition TV programme in Astro, 超级星光大道. I bet all of the Chinese do know this huge singing competition even though you have no Astro, because this is consider the MOST POPULAR competition held in Taiwan.

Every time i listen to the participants singing, i wonder how could they have a wonderful voice and even can sing to the HIGH pitch and it seems so easy for them. And sometimes, i even dream of i might be one of them stand on the singing stage and in front of the judges one day. Haha! Winnie, 别发明星梦了. Be realistic a bit kay. :P

Well, i wanna introduce you guys a song, that is really caught my heart and fell in love with it. And this song is presented by one of the participant in the competition. Incredibly, the participant is a girl that is ONLY 11 YEARS OLD from Beijing. Cool huh? Her name is 常佳宁. :)




Love this song alot! And the meaningful lyrics. This is the original version one, with MV.


天真 - 弦子
弦子



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The 2007's winnie.

以前的我,是多么的单纯,天真。很多事都不会,什么事都不会去理。天真的思想,只照着自己喜欢和想要做的事情,就毫无顾虑地去做。任何事情都是在父母的抵挡和保护之下。不管发生什么事,都会带着一副笑容每天地过下去。天塌下来当被盖,睡醒了就没事。

The 2010's ME.

现在的我,思想也变得成熟,也学会了自己照顾自己。压力多了,烦恼多了,顾虑也多了。凡事都要以周围的情况而走下一步的路,不能轻举妄动。我再也不是困在一个人的世界里,而是关联到四周围的人物和事情。即使是伤心,带着不好的心情,也得带着一副“假”笑容,面对着大家。因为,我们必须让别人知道,我们不可做懦弱的那一个,我们是坚强的。现在走的每一条路,都是在沿着往未来的路。做每件事情,都得三思后行。要不然,就后悔莫及。前途毁了,就等于走上了一条死路

将要来临18岁的我,讲话也有点道理了。呵呵。:P

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Friday, December 3, 2010

Checkpoint


I'm getting nearer to the terminal point! Time flies, 2 weeks of exams is over, only 2 more subjects left!!! It's December now. I'm on the halfway to the victory and freedom! Yadayadayada :-D

I've been so stressed out in all these time, while preparing and study for my exams. My time is so packed, always have to keep my time to study. Take a nap cannot take too long, sleep also cannot sleep too late. Alarm clock is always stand by at my side to wake me up from resting too long. No night outings, i doesn't mean outing with friends, but is even out for a dinner with parents is also difficult for me to do so. Because i have not much time, i'm a last minute person, study in the eleventh hour have to grasp every single minute, every second. That is why i'm no more spend my time on the computer that much.

Well, i daydreamed when i'm halfway studying at times. I thought alot and studies did inspired me something. This exam makes me get more closer to God, i prayed a lot and read the Bible. God's words in Bible inspired me and it reflected many things in my mind. Life isn't that tough, as long as you have a persisted heart and toil up yourself to work for it, then you will realise every effort that you sacrificed is worthy at the end. No matter the result is good or bad, you will learn a lesson because you've experienced it. The feeling of relieved and enjoyment is indescribable in words.

"No trial has come to you but what is human. God is faithful and will not let you be tried beyond your strength; but with the trial he will also provide a way out, so that you may be able to bear it." -1 Corinthians 10:13-

There's one more thing that i discovered from studies. When you are not in the mood to study, despite how much you read, how much you study and trying to suck all of the syllabus into your brain, that is also useless because you don't have the heart. Well, there's only one thing you should do to overcome this problem. Basically, you must get interest with the things that you study. Try to develop your feelings with the reading materials. In spite of how difficult or how much do you hate to study, you just have to fall in love with it and must have the heart. Without the heart, even though it's not in studies, yet no matter what you do, that's pointless also. And of course, do not let laziness tempted you, or else you will never success and become a slush in your life.

All of these are my inspiration that i self-experienced recently. I think i can be physiologist d, so many principles i've shared! Haha! Nolah, actually i'm just saying what's my thoughts in my mind, and share to you all. Hopefully you get what i mean and perhaps inspire you something too.

Kay, back to the main topic, my school's life. Exams was just fine. Some subjects satisfied me with my doing on it, yet some subjects.... Errrr let it be lah. Haha. My results which will be coming out on next year's March will prove everything. :)

Before one week of the SPM exam, there was an event in my school that is called Majlis Restu. It is like a farewell specially for those SPM candidates that are going to take the exam and leave the school. Shake hands and hugging with the teachers, and they ask us students to apologize for our previous fault and offenses?! Lol, that's definitely not my style weh!

Nah, i just shook their hands and they hugged me, then i ciaoz. Lol :P


PICTURES TIME!!!
Let me introduce you all of my fellow friends in school. :D Of course, they are just some of it. There is also a lot of other friends that i can't manage to take picture with all of them!


My beloved christian friend in school, Christina! She is a sweet friend of mine. :)

My classmate aka best friend that sit besides me in class everyday! Kathleen. I used to call her Huey Leen. :)

2 indians classmates that sit infront of me and Huey Leen. Priya and Pavitra! They named 4 of us in a group called as Foursome. Our foursome date is on 15th June, the middle of the year and the middle of the month. It's a day that we set to meet up together in every year to avoid of losing contact. Nah, i'm not totally racist to Indians actually. I love them too! :D

The graphic class student and the future animation designer haha! Her name is Chui Yee. :)

This is my buddy, Hui Chien! Okay, let me define "buddy". Buddy for me defined as Sworn Friend of life. I know her since in primary school, and i started close to her since i was Form 2. That is because i went to the same tuition centre with her and we had a lot of sweet memories. She is a Science stream student, the first class of Form 5. A brilliant student, and i believe she will be a doctor in the future! I remember she told me that is her ambition. :) A loyal and helpful friend, i will never forget her in my entire life.

See our hands on shoulders to each other you can see how intimate we are. :D I said i look nerd and yong sui with wearing spec in the picture, so we together put off our nerdy specs! Haha!

She looks gorgeous with a delightful smile by showing her white teeth. Isn't it? :)

The Indian girl at the back is really a disgrace for this picture. -.- Lol jk.

The boy called Zukii. He is my classmate and can regard as my best friend too. I remember there was happened rumors between both of them before in years ago! Lol x)

I will never forget each one of them in my school. They are all in my memories.

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And then on the day of XXX, forgot when was it d. I went to school for the last schooling day, actually is just wanted to take the SPM slip paper from teacher. The pictures of last day in school will be blog in someday.

Went for lunch with boyfie after school. :)

We ate this! The new released MacChicken Supreme in McD. That's tons of times i watch their advertisement on TV! "Hey Mac chicken, oh chicken! So juicy, so tasty! It's all in fantasy!" The song that they sing is something like that. And then the guys will pound the table and stand on the chairs dancing blah blah blah. LOL. Have you seen that? XD

McD fries! (Y)

Mohawk fella.

Look at his blur noob face! He surely whack me off if he knows i post this picture in my blog! Hahahaha! ;P

Headed for Starbucks drink after that! I mistakenly ordered the wrong drink. I didn't know Chocolate Java Chips has 2 types which is cream base or coffee base. I ordered the cream base and it's taste like Creamy Milo. Sucks! I don't like it. The normal one that i drank before used to be my favourite. Regretted of buying this shit and costs me for Rm16.30!!! Wtf. Sad max. :(

Reluctantly drinking it with a smile. :')

Say HI to my driver. He address me as madam when i asked him come to fetch me! LOL muahahahaha

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Hey i smell Christmas! Santa Claus is coming to town! :-D


I might be going to Singapore with my family during Christmas. That will be absolutely AWESOME MAX! Ahhhh can't wait for it! And i can't wait for the coming of 2011! Can you see the word of "desperate" on my forehead? Lmao! :P

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Friday, November 26, 2010

Persisting


A quick post to update my dead blog. I've ditched my blog for 2 weeks, visitors rate plummeted promptly aikz. Well, today just finished the third day of my SPM exam. Still persist fighting in the war of books. Getting rest for 3 days, time to plan my war strategic, and then back to the battlefield again on next Monday. Hope you can get what i mean that i'm saying here in metaphor. 3 PAPERS DOWN, 6 MORE TO GO.

I miss those days. I miss everything. 25 days more, to the VICTORY, to the FREEDOM.


All the best to all of the SPM's candidates.


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Friday, November 12, 2010

111110


I'll be writing Chinese in this post. For those who don't know to read Chinese, i'm veli veli soli.


5条1!日期很美一下hor?突然间心血来潮想要写华语,就写咯。但是先说明,我的华语很kek sui,所以多多见谅。虽然PMR我的华语拿B啦,但是自从Form 4我就没拿华语了,所以退步了很多。:( 如果我当初有拿的话,我现在还可以写诗呢!哈哈!废话少说。

我现在的时间是01:25am。不知道怎么搞的,这几天没觉好睡。这两天还过惨,简直睡不着!眼睛还睁大大的。见没事做,看着天花板也没用,所以就爬起来写blog咯。真的很讨厌睡不着的感觉。翻来翻去在床上,又左又右,不懂可以做什么?闷死了-.-"

我最近的日子,真的是闲上加闲。我足足待在家里不出门三天,就乖乖在家里读死书。-,-" 我告诉你们hor,宅女的日子一点都不好受。再这样下去,我会疯的叻!所以叻,今天我就跟妈妈出去吃早餐。我上车的第一句话:“哇,我很久没有出去了!”

在路途上,看见外面绿色的树,人也比较精神一点!每天呆在家里,不生冬菇都生青苔啦!我们不懂要去哪里吃?然后我妈咪问我有东西要买吗?我就讲我要买牛奶。(家里的牛奶喝完了)

然后她又讲:“咩牛奶?”

我:“钟有咩牛奶?-.-"

她:“点知你要买牛奶啦,定系狗奶啦,定系羊奶....”

我:“你唔好讲废话得某?”

她笑着跟我讲:“讲废话好过唔讲话嘛。成日苦口苦脸甘,唔出声做mat野...”

我:“..........” *我笑了一笑*

然后我们就去KK吃早餐咯。到了那里,不知道要吃什么。转转下,我们经过Aunty Juliet,就去那边吃咯。(Aunty Juliet是一个restaurant,不是人) 最sui我没有带相机,所以没有拍到照片。我就吃Nasi Lemak,我妈咪吃Tomyam Mihun。她还叫了一大碗的ABC作甜品叻!我问她:“你叫ABC做什么?你吃得完咩?” 她说:“我很stress嘛。要吃甜的东西,人才会比较开心。” 然后她又告诉我一大堆她stress的原因........ -.-"

跟她聊下天,讲了很多话。讲真的,我妈妈年纪越大,讲话也变得更有趣了。感觉上,我们的关系亲近了很多。:)

吃完后,我就陪我妈妈走到街头的银行去做点东西。(要走一段路) 走着的时候,又跟她起了一个好笑的对话。

我问她:“你又讲这边有卖狗店?我要去看。”

她:“那些狗啊,臭臭又肮脏,你动了它们不要睡我的床tim啊!” (因为昨天我才睡她的床来 ==)

我:“Yer~ 做么你酱看不起狗的?狗也是一条命,人也是一条命。”

她:“酱你去做狗啦!”

我:“哇,我可以做狗,我真的要啊!狗几relax啊,有人养,什么都不用烦,不用想。狗不用考试叻!几好命哦。”

她:“你傻的你!有人不做去做狗!你的命很折堕咩现在?”

我笑起来,说:“是啦。很折堕一下咯。XD ”

白痴到..... 哈哈哈哈哈哈..

办完事后,要走回去车的路途中,我看到100 Yen!想到很久没吃了,就跟妈妈讨钱买来吃。:P 每当我看到好吃的东西时,她总说:“这种东西哪里好吃的!肥死你啊!” 但是她还是很宠我,给了我钱去买。Hehehe. 我问那个店员,“哪一个最好吃?” 她说芒果味是最好卖的。然后她又介绍我新出的哈密瓜口味和香蕉口味,叫我试试。我看到那个照片还蛮吸引的,我就选了哈密瓜,打包回家吃。

之后我妈妈经过杂货店,问我是不是要买牛奶。然后伸手就给我钱,叫我进去买,她去拿车先。给我钱的时候,还跟我讲了一句:“Nah,去买你的"狗奶"啦。” 我又笑了一笑。:D

上到车,我想了一想,真的是笨到去问我妈妈。

我:“狗奶可以喝的咩?”

我妈妈又笑,回答我说:“我傻,你也跟着我一起傻啊?”

我:“都是嘛。有怎样的妈妈,就有怎样的女儿的啦。XD ”


今天真的跟我妈妈讲了很多38的对话。很白痴,但却很好笑一下。Lol. 回到家,当然吃我的100 Yen先啦,快溶了叻。吃之前,当然拍几张照先咯。:D

它的雪花,真的是细到......... 不知道怎样形容。又滑又细,一级棒!!!还有这个新的哈密瓜口味,也很好吃一下。(Y) 跟芒果有得fight。

看到这个penguin,觉得蛮可爱,就拍了起来。xD

这几天死拼命读书读书,吃个甜的东西,放松一下自己。:) *好久没自拍了....* T.T

还有这个,我最喜爱的HL牛奶!也就是我妈妈所谓的"狗奶"。-.-" 我习惯了每天早上麦片+牛奶当早餐的。:)


死佛咯。现在3:08am了。明天还有上学leh!刚刚还给我妈抓到我半夜偷偷玩电脑。有够险的!:O 好了,不多说了。晚安,掰掰。


p/s: 期待着明年的今天。11/11/11:)


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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Sickish


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My current situation.



HI NOVEMBER!


Well, SPM is around the corner. Time flies, passes so fast unconsciously. Everyday i woke up, and i have a feeling that a day had passes again, which mean spm is coming nearer and nearer. I don't have much more time left. For me the kind of study in the eleventh hour's student, it's time to start my revision and stuck into the book world and study like a bookworm. If you think i am that crazy, then i won't be blogging here.

Gosh, i am so fucking decadent. It seems i don't have the passion to study hard for my SPM exam. I still can blogging here, watch TV everyday and daydreaming like a retard. Fml, i feel so lifeless. Day by day, i don't know what the hell am i doing. Study halfway i surely would distract to the other things. I don't know what is my fking brain thinking of. I don't have any motivation to study hard like how i used to do when i was having PMR 2 years ago. I did fully preparation for my PMR examination and put effort on it. Well, i got 3A's 5B's for my pmr. It's not an excellent result, but at least it's average. And it's already satisfied me honestly. It was enough qualification for me to go into science stream, yet i refused to go and i chose to enter art stream at last. So well, now i'm having SPM. What result will i get? Who knows.

I was having a serious flu last week. It's definitely influenced me to study well. :/ I can't get off from spurting the mucus repeatedly by wrapping "wan tans" everyday, and i hardly sleep in every night. That is so so suffering. :(

This is when i was studying Sejarah on the halfway, then i'm feeling suffocated for my flu and lazy sickness came to find me again. So i decided to camwhore and SS to relieve my stress. :P

Using tissue to suck in my nostril, so that i don't have to keep spurting it non-stop. :/

I'm dying. Pityyyyyyyyyy :(((((

Poke you poke you!!!!

Headache sial. ;( My look with spec is super nerdy.

I'm so sick. :'(

Till now, my flu still haven't fully recover yet. Do you guys know what effective and the fastest way to cure flu? I'm so sick of this le. Yet, i still have to study it grudgingly. :(

2 more months left, then i'm free. I can't wait for 2011, and end this effing 2010 year. I don't even want to stay in this year any single second anymore. 2010 is totally SUCKS!! THE WORST YEAR I EVER HAD!! I've been controlled and forbidden to do lots of things. In fact, many unfortunate things happened on me in this whole freaking year. Went through all the up and downs, i could hardly survive until now. However, everything have to temporize to fulfill till my SPM finish. Focus on this current 2 months first, is the most important one.





22 DAYS LEFT!!!!!!






Fuck SPM. _|_


p/s: I don't think i can blog often anymore, since exam is coming. I will blog when i'm free aite. I you, readers.


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